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Monday, March 28, 2005

Hey.. though this might be a Christian song.. but the lyrics are really meaningful.. yupps yupps.. =D

Packing up the dreams God planted
In the fertile soil of you
I can't believe the hopes He's granted
Means a chapter in your life is through

But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

(CHORUS)
And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long to live as friends.

With the faith and love God's given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy you'll live in
Is the strength that now you show

But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

(CHORUS)

s0uLz [18:24]

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Sunday, March 27, 2005

sabah.

i miss sabah. i miss those days. of having to worry. abt tings. that i dun usually need to worry. and not needing to worry abt tings i usually worry. in sabah. its all abt love. friendship. togetherness. yet. here in sg. competition. stress. haix. i really feel so much more at home in sabah than here at home. i feel pushed to the edged.. i jux love the life in sabah. i love u guys. for being there for me. its ur physical presence tt calms my mental soul.. i love the ppl there. i love u for accepting me as me.. i love it. i can be myself.. gossipping in the toilet like an auntie.. i dun give a shit. i love my life there. i hav a life there. waiting for me. i noe. it may seem like i'm jux deceiving myself.. but i feel that i really hav a life there.. i dun belong in tis world. of high tech. i would rather. i go there help plant trees. n do tings. have fun. i m willing to give up my all here. to go over. yes.

at some pt in time.. we are faced wif difficulties.. we often search for a place. where our minds can b at ease. n tt place for me. is in SABAH. the hall. the long road. the toilets. the RIC. i love it. the tings we did there.. the friends tt i made there.. the 2 weeks overseas in sabah wif my friends. helpped me get to noe u better.. n help u get to noe me better. i love u all my friends. those in yj. those in sabah. i seriously wish. i can hug each n everyone of u. telling u how much i apprecaite all ur efforts tt u put in during the trip.. i oso wanna tell u how much u guys. shaped my life.. shaped my tinking.. showed me how. to actually b me. i'm truely touched by ur stories.. really. rem those nites. where the candle lights. yes. i miss those nites. rem those times where we shared our life journey.. b4 we went for the trip. i guess we didnt noe each other well.. and d some of us.. didnt share as much. i was touched by the fact tt our closeness in sabah actually led these ppl to actually share more of their life wif me.. yes i m. esp. ppl like swee lian, clarence. . i will nv forget ur stories.. revan as well.. perhaps. each n everyone of us.. hav a story to tell.. yet.. i realised tt i m way way more fortunate than most of u. i do realise tt.. no. i'm not really proud of it.. cos it is not my acheivements.. but those of my parents.. i feel ashamed of myself actually. bcos. its like. u ppl.. are all not as well of as me.. yet u guys are still jux as strong.. like becca. i'm really touched by u.. yes.. haix. sometimes. i envy u guys. for going thru wat u went thru. cos. i noe u guys are strong.. unlike me.. i've been living in my greenhse for a long long time.. i dun even tink i'm eva gonna step out of it.

i feel like its so useless of me. it seems that sabah. actually helpped me grow up. in the 2 weeks. i've seen the power of love. the power of friendship at work.. the bond i hav wif my friends. its jux so amazing. i may not b as close to them now.. i may not even sae hi to them.. but . deep down. i really love u guys. haix.

when i was there.. i actually hope to share a special bond wif each n everone of them.. yes, i manageed. but there are some ppl.. where the bond is weak.. like mine n swee lian.. yet! amazingly.. we, in skool, do sae hi n bye.. n i do try to tok to her~ yes.. its a pity i didnt really get to interact wif kevin.. yes.. i didnt really get to chat wif u... n i do admit.. i keep to 'my clique' quite often.. haha~ i'm sorrie.. yea.. haha~

haix. i really miss those days.. when i'm down n out.. i tink back on those days.. believing that. since i can b so happy in those days.. i too can be happy.. now.. yes. i love u.

i really love u guys. haix. missing all of u aplenty. love u.

Anonymous [23:24]

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Monday, March 21, 2005

sabasketeers~
when's our next gathering?
missing u guys..

few days back i was at a camp..
and i happen to hear Take Me To Your Heart..
memories just came flooding back..
was rattling about our camp experiences with a few friends since we cant sleep..
just suddenly talked about my sabah experience..
feels so good to relive the moment again..
reminiscing..

hmm.. hols has since come to an end..
term 2 gonna start
for the year 2's.. all the best in the upcoming block tests..
study hard yea..
for the year 1's.. time to get serious liao..
study hard and do well this year yea..
let's all work hard together..

take care guys~
see u guys soon in school~
=)

s0uLz [13:42]

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Saturday, March 05, 2005

our song*

Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat

So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl

(Chorus)
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend

Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing
(Chorus)

sing this to urself, close ur eyes and take a few minutes to think abt sabasket and the memories we shared...

MEILING [18:42]

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